Its Official Im Alord, Jemini, Scooter, The Guy That’s No Good. Im A Lier, Deceiver, Cheater, I Aint Shit..God Has Revealed It..I Am Meant To Alone!! All I Do Is Fuck Up People’s Lives, Make Them Miserable, Make Them Hate Me..Excuse Me..Dislike Me Very Strongly.
Im A Toxic Virus..So Why Should I Live? What’s The Point In Living This Life!! I Sometimes Hope I Don’t Wake Up. Noone Will Miss Me!! If You Say You Will You’re A Fucking Lie!! So Save That Shit For The Birds. I Have A Problem I Do, Its Called Being Me..The Same Person I Was From 1982 To I Met You To Now..The Same Person You Fell In Love W/.
My Question Is Why Did You Fall In Love W/ Me?? Like Really…Why?? You Can’t Say That You Didn’t Know What Type Of Person I Was B/c Like Others If You Saw My Pictures You Couldve Gotten A *First Opinion* About Me That Wouldve Made You Keep Ya Guards Up!!!
But Now Here We Are..Beefing..Fighting..Arguing..Im A Bonafide Flirt..That’s Basically How We Met. Me Flirting W/ You..Im Just Tired Of It. You Say You Are W/ Me B/c You Love Me..And B/c You Want To Make It Work..But At The Same Time You Are Ready To Leave, And You Don’t Like Me Being Me Or You Are Miserable. So Why Stay?? Like Stop Tryin To Compare Me To You, Stop Trying To Make Me See Shit If The Shoes Were On The Other Foot B/c Like You Know Yourself & I Don’t Know You….I Know MySelf & You Don’t Know Me.
If You Really Love Yourself, Go Find Someone That Will Make You Extremely Happy Since I Don’t. Find You Somebody That Will Appreciate You & Want You & Make You Feel Wanted Since I Don’t.
I Just Need To Be Alone & Die Alone…Save Everybody The Fucking Trouble. I Hate My Life…I Hate Myself & I Hate Everything Around Me…Wish God Would Bless Me To Travel A Lot To Where All I’d Do Is Work & Just Be Alone..And Build A Closer Bond Between Me & My Daughter.
I’m Just Tired…At That Point…At The Edge!!!
